it's been so long since i updated my blog. kind of bored to update already..

Went to farmart today, if i'm not wrong that is the only place that can made my day. :] there's a fat dog which looks like lion(OMg!), lying at one of the shop there.. it was so damn cute. i went to touch it den the dog lie upside down for me to touch stomach.. so cute! i finally bought fishes to filled up my empty fish tank.. The environment is very relaxing.. i like it very much.. seldom ppl go there unless u drive up there. After that i went to next door of farmart.. the place sold claypots flowers cactus alot alot.. it's so messy and smells of Dungs there.. Yucks. dun realli like it..

Tomo will haf a mock up of theme party again! i hope everything will goes well..

*here's a picture of me & dephne when we r having theme party meeting ( both not in a mood)*
*Omg! Not enough sleep, eye bag coming out*

After all, the theme party is almost done, quite happy abt it. But there's sth i'm troubled with.
never talk to mummy for 2 days even i tok to her.. she also wun reply me. let nature takes the course. i hate to stay at home now, juz to avoid her black face. Wish to go out until late night den go home but going out sure will spent money which i have not much left for this wk.

Yesterday went to jeswan house to help her do the making of tickets with dephne.Dephne was screaming and calling out my names for times whenever jeswan's cat got near her. kind of fun being with them . so funny.. =]

everyday when i stepped in my class, my mood started to drop and dun wish to talk much. Especially when i saw one of my "lost" fren, i was so disappointed. i really hope she will change back. she is now totally a different person who i know. Now she is like treating me "invisibly".
i always saw her and her bf have some argument or quarrels almost everyday, doesnt she feel very irritated and sick of it? Anyway is not my busniess of knowing how she feels. i dunno whether we r still fren. i cant talk to her.. coz is like when i ask her qn, it will be her bf who answer me. ask her do things it will be her bf do it for her. is she tt useless? i hope she is not.
**miss the days swimming with her**

What the fuck is going on today? What am i doing? i'm such a useless fren.. useless daughter..
having all those stupid thinking.. nah.. Come on Keney! is time to wake up.

**tears rolling down**

So Stress up! went to my fren hse, jeswan, to help out wif the tickets and study a bit of tomo math's test... her Cat is damn noisy meowing until her voice sound so rough.. my fren said that the cat is finding another male partner.. weird cat..

Starting to hear alot of problems building up in my class in this semester.. i juz dun understand y ppl changed so fast.. i feel so scary.. ppl backstabbing, bad-mouthing, being two-headed snake, and those fakers.. juz cant explain my real feelings towards this class.

Feel so disappointed on one of my classmate, we r very close last time.. but things seem to change very fast.

Not only i'm stress test and projs.. i'm stress on naggings too.. juz dun understand how busy i am.. feel so sad .. she nags at me juz becoz she scare i disturb my bro slping.. saying that i always dun wan to finish my things earlier den wun disturb him.. come on.. do i haf the chance to use the computer in the morning or afternoon.. the same old problem starting again..

** what's the problem? i juz dun get it.. kind of hiding in my heart for almost 10yrs**

Wao~ So happy after i came home today! Finally got my real driving license from postmail.

It seems to be so long since i ate dinner at home. Parents starting to complain that they cook and no one wants to eat, resulting alot of wastage. Anyway, I have decide to start my diet again after maintaining for months becoz one of my fren is saying that i am starting to put on weight! so sad! Have to put more effort on my Diet! Control! control!

Hey! what's going on? this is the first time i'm creating a blog.. it's kana pissed me off.. bcoz i dun realli know how it works..